Swalloaddreamz's Journals

THE MOST GENIUS CONVERSATION I HAVE EVER HAD WITH REGINA ♥

This is what happens when I have a usual conversation about Vistlip with Regina (infinitysanti) and it usual ends up with mass hoards of sex, sex and MORE sex! Today's topic is Halloween costumes and poor ol' Yuh is the victim today >D

Zhara Zuicide says:

he iiissss D<

i love how Tomo just puts on a panda hat and that's his costume xD

yet

Yuh...

what... the... hell!

Reginα ~ [i]swear forever, repeat forever[/i] says:

OH FUCK YES
YUH
MMMMM
SEXY
LOOK AT THAT FLAT, WHITE STOMACH
AND OH
YOU KNOW WHAT?
My friend and I were discussing this the other day...
Like...
Yuh couldn't fit, yes?

Zhara Zuicide says:

OI YOU D< THAT'S MY TWIN YOU'RE PERVING OVER
and LOL
yeasss?

Reginα ~ [i]swear forever, repeat forever[/i] says:

Soooo SOMEONE had to come up with the idea to cut the costume in half, right?
Who ELSE would it be but Umi?
"Looks like we have to cut it into half..."
"...WHAT?"
"Your stomach looks very nice, love."
"...not getting jealous?"
"I get to ogle you in real life, AND I get to have hot sex with you later. Unless you'd prefer to go out naked?"
"As if you'd let me."
"Exactly. Now... SCISSORS."

Zhara Zuicide says:

ROFL
pmsl

Reginα ~ [i]swear forever, repeat forever[/i] says:

8D

Zhara Zuicide says:

THAT IS THE MOST GENIUS THING I HAVE EVER HEARD

Reginα ~ [i]swear forever, repeat forever[/i] says:

8D
I CAME UP WITH IT
>D

Zhara Zuicide says:

YOUR BRAIN IS SO BRILLIANT

Things I Just Love To Hate

Love

Cars: 1972 VW Beetle, Mitsubishi Eclipse Spider, 1967 Ford Shelby Mustang, Chevrolet Camaro, Dodge Charger, AMC AMX and Pontiac GTO
Bikes: 2006 Harley-Davidson Screamin' Eagle Fat Boy, Yamaha R6, Kawasaki Ninja, Suzuki GSX-R1000, Vespas and 2009 Yamaha YZF- R6S
Drinks: Jack Daniels, Strawberry Milkshakes, Malibu, Jim Beam, Southern Comfort, Lemon Tea, Ramune Soda, Energy Drinks, Coffee and Green Tea
Food: Ramen, Sushi, Mac 'n' Cheese, Pocky, Apples, Chicken Ceaser Salad and Noodles
Music: The Gazette, Screw, Versailles, An Cafe, Girugamesh, All That Remains, Disturbed, Static X, Slipknot, Vistlip, Kra, Kagarra, Alice Nine, Serial Number, Kyosuke Himuro, As.Milk, Maximum the Hormone, xTRiPx
Movies: The Eye Trilogy, The Grudge, Grudge 2, Ring 0, Ring, Ring 2, Pulse, Dark Water, Death Note Trilogy, Gladiator, Unleased, House of Flying Daggers, Azumi Collection, Blade Trilogy, Lady Vengeance, Teenage Hooker Became A Killing Machine, The Good The Bad and The Weird, Three Kingdoms, An Empress and The Warriors
Websites: JapanCentre, Buzznet, Facebook, BlinxTV, Google, Mooky Chick, TalkingCock.com, StageVu, YouTube and Jslang.com
Reading: War and Peace, Memoirs of a Geisha, Wicked and Career Girls
Doing in Spare Time: Chasing Geese, Climbing Trees, Fixing Up Bass, Drawing, Writing, Texting, Taking Photographs, Shopping, Hanging Out With The Girls, Hanging Out With The Guys, Surfing, Snowboarding
Hair Dye: Reds, Purples, Bubblegum Pink and Blues
Collecting: DVD's (haha inside joke) Hello Kitty Trinkets and Journals/Notebooks

Hate

Cars: Pink Smart Cars, Mercedes, BMW's, Aldi's and
Bikes: Just Plain Old Chavvy Scooters
Drinks: Coca Cola, Pepsi, Dandelion and Burdock, Ginger Beer and Cream Soda
Food: Cheese and Onion Crisps, Peppers, Black Forest Gatuex Cake, Salmon and Kebabs
Music: Britney Spears and Dolly Parton
Movies: Barbie Movies
Websites: Myspace and Blogspot (pain in the arse that fucking site)
Reading: Something That Looks Nice On The Outside and The Blurb Is Nice But Then Is Talking Shit The Rest Of The Book
Doing in Spare Time: Hanging Around My Flat Doing Nothing
Hair Dye: Blonde
Collecting: PENNIES!! argh!

What I'm Loving In

November

Wearing

Dungeree Jeans

Sheepskin Uggs

T-shirts in aid of Breast Cancer Awareness

Eating

Noodles

Porridge

Samosas

Drinking

Jack Daniels

Coffee

Orange Juice

Watching

Jackass

Dragon Tiger Gate

An Empress and The Warriors

Three Kingdoms

Crushing After

Uruha

Kazuki

Listening To

1. JLS - Beat Again
2. Tinchy Stryder - Number One
3. Evanescene - Lithium
4. Secondhand Serenade - Stranger
5. David Guetta ft Kelly Rowland - When Love Takes Over
6. Screw - Genei no Kusari
7. The GazettE - Before I Decay
8. MUCC - Howling
9. All That Remains - Two Weeks
10. Mindless Self Indulgence - Straight To Video
11. The Medric Droid - Fer Sure
12. Namie Amuro - Do Me More
13. Big Bang - Dirty Cash
14. The Birthday Massacre - Science
15. Astroninja - I'm In Love With A Zombie
16. Serial Number - Go!Ya!
17. Versailles - Zombie
18. The Saturdays - Work
19. D=Out - Flashback
20. Iron Maiden - Number of the Beast

Planning

Surfing Trip to Bali next Summer ;D

That's all this month :) See you next time!

Peace Out
x

imPROMPTu Week 22: Gentle

I closed my eyes as I lay back against his chest, feeling his arms wrap around my body.
I felt safe, somehow knowing that he wouldn't let me go
We sit entwined underneath that cherry blossom tree on top of the hill where we first met 6 years ago.
I have never looked back
And neither had he so he says
And I believe him
He's my lifeline, my rock, my best friend and my soul mate.

His touch makes me tremble
His kiss is so familiar yet every time is a new experience
His smile lights up his whole face, stretching from ear to ear
I love to watch his eyes light up, sparkling in the sunlight when he's happy and glinting in the shadows when he's thinking
The way his whispers into my ear makes my knees go weak
And the way we make love together is like we were born to be with each other, the last pieces of a jigsaw puzzle
Yin and Yang
It's the way we are

People look at him and immediately judge him
They see the tattoo's and think he's been behind bars
They look at his hairstyle and wonder why he styles it that way
They glance at his clothing and ponder if he is gay
I know the real him, the gentle loving side that only seems to come out when I am around
He's kind, comforting and worries about other people more than himself
When he lifts me up into the air, he makes me feel as light as a feather as he spins me around on the spot
He says he only does that to hear my squeals and my laughter

I love to tickle his sides and watch him squirm with joy
I love to cuddles close to him and listen to the beat of his heart as I lay my head on his chest
I love to watch him sleep, watching his eyelashes flutter softly against his skin
And I love to kiss him on his plush, rose bud lips.

"It's time to go home" he murmurs, bringing me out of my daydream
He picks me up with such ease and wraps one arm around my waist to support me as I am drowsy
"Home" I whisper, smiling up towards him as he kisses my nose
"Yes home silly" he smiles back "Where you belong with me"
I'll return home to you one day my love.

I promise

ImPROMPTu Week 21: Pride

I look through the crowd and see that they are mesmerised by her, I turned back to the stage and watch as her body juts to the beat of the music. A swell of pride rises up in the deep pit of my belly as I realise how proud of her I was to call her my daughter.

I remember the day she was born all pink and squidgy with a shock of jet black hair on the top of her tiny head, her almond shaped eyes shut as the harshness of the hospital light was too bright for her and her adorable fingers opened and closed again as they tried to grab for the nearest object. I watched as my other half held his daughter for the first time, speechless as he cradled her in his arms, his tall frame shrinking her even more I smiled, exhaustion creeping over me, as I watched him gently pace the small private room, cooing softly and then with her tiny hand, she grabbed the index finger on his right hand, gripping as tightly as possible and that was it, I watched tears of joy well up in his beautiful brown eyes, the exact mirroring colour of our daughter's, as his love for her increased. She was so precious to both of us, but I knew that she'd always be a daddy's little girl.

The first time we took her out of the house, people stopped us in the street to coo over her. They told us what a beautiful little girl we had and that we must be so proud to have such a wonderful gift. I used to nod and smile at them, then thank them for their kind words. Some words were not so kind in my eyes though. Some people who stopped us to say hello and cuddle my child, asked no actually, stated that it must be hard to have a half cast child in the world, for our child to grow up with an English mother and a Japanese father, two different cultures that have been joined together by this one baby. It angered me, even still to this day that people can be so small minded about the colour of people's skin. See I wouldn't have cared if my child had been born deaf, dumb or blind; because she was mine. I had her inside of me for nine months. She was something the person I love and I had created to symbolise that passion we shared with each other. No one can ever take that away from us.

As years passed by, I saw my precious baby grow into a child. And then I watched my child grown into a young woman and then, one of the worse possible things to happen in a mother's life. I watched as my only child turn into an adult. I watched her spread her wings as she left for collage. She left the family home where she, her father and I have spent the past 20 years growing up together. I admit that I cried and that I couldn't stop crying for the next few days as I went through old photos, toys and clothing that used to fit her when she was the one who needed me the most. Her father used to wrap his arms around my waist and whisper to me that everything will be ok, that she would be fine because I had taught her well, and that she was lucky to have me as her mother. But I told him otherwise. I was lucky to have her.

I'm brought back to the present day with a bump as a burst of applause breaks out in the auditorium. I smile as I join in the crowd, turning to my left and smiling at the man I still love to this very day, who takes my hand and squeezes it, a grin on his face that makes the corners of his eyes crinkle. I turn back to the stage where I see my daughter looking down at us, a smile on her ever lasting beautiful face. I smile back up towards her, bowing my head slightly towards her, which she returned back. My smile lingers on my lips as she removed herself from the stage, and it is still there when we all disperse from our seating. Waiting in the corridor outside for her, my heart beat rises as it normally does every time I see her. I hear her cry out my name and I turn, just in time to feel her arms wrap around my neck, which I return in favour. We embrace for at least five minutes, in our own little world, where no one can disturb us for all eternity. We part, tears wetting our eyes, but I mange to control myself. She smiles at me and ask;

"Was it ok? Did I do well?"

I smile softly, lifting up my hand to push a few strands of her hair behind her ear whilst pulling my other one up and cupping her face in my palms I whispered back to her.

"You were amazing. I'm so proud of you. Always"

Heartache and Soulmates [7]

Title: Heartache and Soulmates
Chapter: Seven
Pairings: Uruha [The GazettE] and Casey
Rating: U
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of the Gaze boys, or any of their songs, or any other song that is posted in this fiction, unless I write otherwise :)
Summary: Casey was born and raised in Japan, technically making her a Japanese citizen, but it doesn't mean anything. During her school time, she was bullied and beaten down for being different, even with the most powerful man in Japan as her father doesn't stop them. In the end, Casey is transfered to Shounan High in the Kanagawa Prefecture and there she meets Takashimi Kouyou, the most popular kid in school. He is talented and good looking and everything the popular girls looked in for. But Kouyou didn't want anyone in particular, he wanted Casey. Yet she doesn't read anything as she is too battered to notice. Since high school finished, Casey hasn't heard or seen Kouyou since graduation... until recently. Kouyou tries everything to make Casey realise how much she means to him, going to distance just for her. Will Casey open up her heart just for Kouyou? Or is she destined to be fragile and scared forever?

Shounan High School - 1996

"Ohaiyou Kouyou" smiled Casey, clearing away her artwork that was strewn all over the pine desktop in the luxurious art studio, one of Casey's favourite places in the whole of the school and one she found herself to be in at least once a day. It was the last day of school and everyone was buzzing about the upcoming Christmas holidays and this was the time of the year that excited Casey the most, for that particular day her whole family was bonded together from the moment she awoke to the moment she fell asleep. Nothing dragged her father away from the dinner table like on previous occasions such as her birthday; there were no calls from work and no emergencies that just had to be done right that second in time. This year, things were a little different but Casey looked forward to it. This year Kouyou and his family were joining hers for Christmas lunch and also all afternoon, something that had never been done in either families but as Kouyou's father were firm friends with Casey's own they both had decided to merge the families and see how it would turn out. Casey smiled to herself as she thought of Kouyou's present that lay on her art workbench back home in her little studio, it had taken her a week to think of it and a good three weeks to get to the stage where she was at on his present, it was just too perfect and she hoped he would love it as much she has loved working on it.

Casey turned and watched Kouyou slide into the empty space next to her and fold his arms into a defensive mode, a frown creasing his impeccably smooth skin on his forehead and his usually smiling mouth was downturned.

"Is everything ok Kouyou?" she asked, a hint of worry wobbled in her voice, something she didn't want to show but unfortunately she let it slip past. She watched Kouyou's face, seeing it twist into a grimace as he shuffled his body forward and leant his elbows on the desk in front of them. Casey opened her mouth to ask another question but decided against it and snapped her mouth closed and turned back to her sketches that lay, almost abandoned, on the pine desk. She picked up her pencil and continued with the shading she had been working on before Kouyou entered the room. The silence between them made Casey feel uneasy and thoughts starting to invade inside her head, did something bad happen to his family? Does he not want to be friends anymore? No, that last one was too silly; the pair has been inseparable since the night at Kiasu Café.

"Your work is amazing you know" Casey looked over in surprise towards Kouyou, realising that he had picked up a few sheets of her artwork and was rummaging through the sketches, also not recognising his voice at first because he sounded like he had a cheese grater shoved down his throat "You're very talented Casey"

"Thank you Kouyou" she blushed, putting down her pencil, and then placing her fingers in front of it so it didn't roll off the table "Are you ok? You don't sound yourself this morning"

"Just a little ill really, also..." he trailed off keeping his eyes down on the desk and not looking at her.

"You know you can tell me anything Kouyou" Casey murmured, placing her left hand over Kouyou's right and tenderly squeezed. She felt herself shiver as he curled his hand and wrapped his index finger around her ring finger and squeezed back. She shook her head metaphorically as she sternly told herself off for having these feelings for him. He would never feel the same way about her, not in a million years.

Even though he felt like shit, Kouyou had managed to drag himself out of bed and whilst changing he went on his computer to see if his purchase from the previous night had been complete and validated but alas, when he read the email from the jeweller's he was distraught when the item of his choice was completely sold out. The necklace would have been perfect around Casey's neck, the fine silver chain with the delicate globe of diamond wrapped in spools of silver. It screamed elegance and that what Casey is, and now Kouyou didn't know what to get her and Christmas was only six days away and what made him feel worse was that he and his family are going to go around the Alwood's home and have lunch with them and exchange a few gifts to show their gratitude. He'll die of embarrassment when he cannot give Casey anything. He just had to think of something and fast.

Panda Club - Tokyo - 2009

Casey gasped for air as she pulled away from Uruha, clenching the stem of the martini glass that was still attached to her left hand, her right one stayed on Uruha's chest feeling his heartbeat pulse beneath her palm. He had pulled his left hand away from her face and lowered it down, snaking it around her waist so it mimicked his right hand, she could feel his fingers entwine together through the thin fabric of her t-shirt.

"Casey..." Uruha murmured, his eyes filled with lust as he looked down at her, he moved his face closer to her and nuzzled his nose against the side of her face, making Casey tremble at his touch. It was so familiar yet so strange at the same time.

"Don't Kouyou" she bit her lip and kicked herself mentally as she spoke those words. What was she saying? Over the past ten years she craved his touch once more on her skin and here he was so close to her that she could feel his breath on her cheek. She pulled away from him, pushing him gently with the cool glass and kept it there so he didn't move closer. "Just don't"

"Why Casey?" his face was twisted into confusion, and it scared Casey as she wondered if he knew that she needed him so much right now.

"Just don't ok?" her voice trembled as she tried so hard not to break, this was killing her and she didn't know why she was doing this. She loved him so much and here she was pushing him away. She closed her eyes and bit her lip as she reminisced the first time he had told her he loved her. The memory still so vivid in her mind it felt like it only happened yesterday.

It was a scorching hot summer day and they were both down by the river, wearing shorts and tank tops with flip flops on their feet. Even with this clothing on their bodies, Casey still felt hot and she just wanted the heat wave to be over. She was standing in the middle of the river, feeling the cool water flow over her feet and trickle around her shins.
"HEY CASEY! WATCH THIS!" Kouyou had called from the lowest tree branch in the big oak tree that sat on the river edge down by the deepest part. Casey looked over at him and shielded her eyes from the glare of the sun and feigned shock horror as Kouyou balanced on the thick branch, his arms out so he could steady himself whilst the tip of his tongue poked out from the corner of his mouth.
"Please be careful Kouyou!" she cried out as she saw him wobble. She gasped as her hands flew to her mouth as she watched him topple off the branch and into the water. "Kouyou!" she screamed, running from the shallows to the deeper parts, ignoring the coldness of the water as her body became more encased by it, soon she was up to her waist and at the spot where Kouyou had fallen but yet hadn't surfaced. Casey dove with her eyes closed, flailing her arms about until she felt flesh which she grabbed onto and pulled towards the surface where they both gasped for air which filled their burning lungs. "Kouyou you are such an idiot!" she spluttered, rubbing her eyes to get rid of the excess water. Casey turned to Kouyou, who had made his way to the bank and was clambering up it, she followed him, feeling her t-shirt stick to her body as she moved, a feeling she despised. When they both were on dry ground, Casey clenched her right hand into a fist and punched Kouyou's shoulder "What the hell man! You could have hurt yourself!" she yelled. Kouyou looked ashamed and rubbed his shoulder.
"I was trying to impress you" he whispered. Casey stood up and ran her hands over her wet hair to wring out more river water then shook her head.
"You don't need to impress me Kouyou" she smiled softly at him and held out her hand, which he took, and she helped him to his feet. Kouyou held onto her and pulled her closer to him. Before Casey had time to react he had leaned forward and kissed her, his lips feeling soft against her own. She relaxed into his body and just let all her troubles disappear. They pulled away after a few minutes but he held onto her hips as if he was scared to let her go.
"I love you Casey" Kouyou smiled, pulling her closer towards his own body, surprising her a little that she had to place her hands on his chest to steady herself. She tipped her face up towards him and looked into his deep brown eyes and saw they were filled with happiness, something Casey hadn't seen in him for a long time. She raised her hand and pushed back a piece of his long dark hair and tucked it behind his ear, her fingers gliding through its softness. She smiled and raised herself on tip toe and kissed him softly on the same lips she had been locked with a few seconds ago.
"I love you too" her face broke into smile and she cuddled close to him, feeling safe and secure.

"We were happy once" she spat bitterly, realising that she was still standing in front of Uruha "But that's all over now. It's just over Kouyou"

"Does it have to be over Case?" he stretched out his arms so that his palms were turned upwards as if he wanted her to embrace him, but Casey took a step away from him.

"We can't go back there Kouyou"

"Why?"

"Because we can't!"

"That's not an answer Casey" he frowned towards her, anger starting to bubble up in his voice.

"Just leave it Kouyou" Casey turned away from him, grabbed her leather jacket from the cloakroom and started to walk away, but was stopped for Uruha had grabbed her wrist.

"I won't leave it Casey" he growled "I love you, I've never stopped. Why can't you stop being so pig-headed and unlock your heart"

"Because you destroyed my heart Kouyou" Casey felt her voice rising once again, but there was no loud music to cover it up seeing as they had made their way outside the front door now.

"Everything aiight Case?" one of the doormen strode over and stood up to his full height.

"Everything is fine Mako" sighed Casey "This man was just showing me out" she brushed Uruha's hand off her own and turned away from him and started walking away once more.

"This isn't over Casey" called Uruha "I won't give up" she winced at those words as she pulled her jacket over her bare arms and zipped it all the way up so her collar surrounded her neck. She felt like she was being choked so she unzipped it slightly and breathed.

You should give up Kouyou she thought because it was over the day you destroyed my life.

I'm In A Stealing Mood... Tar Vikki!

1.When is the last time you held hands with someone?
I held hand with my godson Beau a couple of weekends ago, we were in town and as he is very sneaky at wandering off I keep a firm hold onto him hehe.

2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?
Think ooohhh yeah I can now score better with chicks x)

3. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Too many fucking times, hurts like shit I tell you especially at my age! lulz

4. Where is your mum?
Back home in Essex... she should be watching television with Dad.

5. Morning or night person?
Night but I have a problem where I like to wake up nice and early in the mornings, doesn't matter what time I go to sleep -_-

6. What was the last movie you watched?
An Empress and the Warriors - Donnie Yen equals sheer brilliance! Shame both the hot leading males died!

7. Do you have a crush on anyone?
That's for me to know and you not to ;D

8. Any cool scars?
On my right palm, when I clence my fist there's a dent from when I smashed my fist down in anger and a rusty nail went through my palm and I got a stress fracture because of it!

9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first:
Usually their smile, then I look at the eyes

10. What do you do when no one is watching?
Pull faces behind their back x)

11. Ever been in love?
A few too many times for my liking :/

12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?
That I sometimes snort when I laugh too hard and also I switch off into my own world and when I come back to reality I blurt random things out like SHINEY WOODPECKERS!

13. What is your curfew?
Usually early hours of the morning. I don't need one now I live alone.

14. Would you ever dye your hair red?
My hair is naturally red anyway... but I dye it bright red to stand out a lot :)

15. You + alcohol =
Beer Pong and sleeping in someone's shower/bathtub!

16. What's your worst personality flaw?
I'm two-faced

17. What career would you wish to be in?
Journalism or be an Author.... sleazy sex books here I come ;D

18. Which country would you like to visit?
Singapore

19. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?
Neither at this moment in time

20. Do you wish to have the same best friends when you're older?
Hell to the fucking yeah I do!

21. Do you believe in needing a religion?
Not really, I used to be atheist and then I found my true religion a few years ago by my own choice of mind.

22. What did you wear today?
My pyjama's all fucking day! Even when I went over to H block to do some filming x)

23. When were you last on the phone?
About midday today, speaking to my lovely Kaiza-chan :)

24. What shoes did you wear today?
None

25. Do you like maths?
Fuck no

26. What about history?
*gags*

27. Have you ever seen 5 squirrels at one time?
Nope

28. Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
Yes x)

29. Who's your favourite person to talk to?
Either Dan, Chloe, Kaiza or Lucas

30. Have you ever used 'photobucket'?
Aye

31. Do you like hugs?
Aye

32. Do you want to be a doctor?
Puh

33. Have you ever fallen asleep with gum in your mouth?
Aye... almost choked as well x) Was not a pretty sight I tell you now! Haha

34. What's the first thing you do in the morning?
Get coffee and have a smoke

35. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Twice a day fools

36. Would you date a guy with hair longer than yours?
Yups

37. Do you want to be famous?
Depends.... for the right things obviously

38. Do you spend a lot of time contemplating life's cause?
*snorts*

39. Do you do your own laundry?
I have too otherwise I'd be going out naked now x)

40.Whats the last thing you Drank?
Coffffffeeeeeeeeeeeee - black and lots of sugar kthnkbai!

41. Last song you sang?
Tinchy Stryder ft N-Dubz - Number 1

42. Last person you hugged?
Avril last night

43. Last thing you laughed at?
Thinking of one of Lucas' friend's who apparently has a peen piercing x) I'm still laughing about it!

44. Last time you cried?
Wednesday night when I was stranded by myself at Waterloo Station at 1.30am

45. What colour are your bed sheets?
White with some red flowers on them... purdy

46. What colour is the carpet in your bedroom?
This nasty sea blue colour - thank you student halls of residence -_-

47. What's under your bed?
Storage boxes and my dirty washing x)

48. What time did you wake up today?
11am

49. Current annoyance?
That I have literally no good food to munch on :( And that there is nothing good on TV to watch -.-'

50.Current desktop background?

*happy as*

Bless Me Father For I Have Sinned snorts Stolen from Vikki :)

Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't tell us who it is):

One
Through thick and thin you have been there for me, I owe you my life because you saved me when no others had the heart or soul to. We laugh together and cry together and do stupid things together. Even though you are on the otherside of the world and too many hours ahead of me, I can truly and honestly say you are my best friend in the whole wide world. I can't wait for you to move here and study and I can't wait to move there and just enjoy life with you, my friend, by my side. ILY

Two
You big gaylord! You make me smile when I'm feeling down and you make me feel safe when I'm scared and even when I think I'm annoying the shit out of you, you don't seem to care. I love you for being who you are and I hope you never change for the ever increasing society we live in today :3 I love you

Three
I love the conversations we have on msn :3 it brightens my day and when we don't speak it saddens me a little. I love our RP's and I love the fact that we can fangirl with each other over j-rockers and not judge the other person immediately :3 I'm so glad I met you woman <3

Four
Why is it everytime I come home and I visit you... I always leave your house via a window and not a door? -.-' Seriously... STOP TRYING TO LOCK ME IN AND KEEP ME! It'll never happen :3 also your child is the son of satan!! ;)

Five
Even after this year apart, when I needed you the most in my goddamn life, when it was turned upside down by something I didn't want to have, you abandoned me. And I hated you so much for doing that to me, you said you'd be there every step of the way, yet someone else had to fill in your shoes as well as work on his own role in my life. I still don't trust you, even if I might sound like I've forgiven you in my voice, deep down inside of me I haven't... deal with it, it will take time before I can really turn to you and call you my friend again.

Six
I love our texting convo's and everytime you ring me it makes me smile even just a smidgen when I don't feel like it. You moved away from me you fucking bastard and I sometimes feel like ripping your nutsack off for doing so... but i adore you too much to do such a harsh time ;3 p.s. remember the hair removal cream incident?? xD

Seven
WHY MUST YOU PINCH MY BUM EVERYTIME I WALK PAST YOU! I'VE TOLD YOU ONCE AND YET I MUST HAVE SAID IT A THOUSAND TIMES... STOP FUCKING DOING IT YOU TARD!!!

Eight
Babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and don't forget the violence ;) I don't know why I have that stuck in my head everytime I see you... I just have to sing it for you :3

Nine
You fucking tard... why do you have to break something of mine each band practise? When we first started it was my phone, then it moved onto bass strings and THEN onto my actual bass -_-' next time you break my bass I'll make you pay for the most expensive one out there THEN I'll break your neck.. kapeesh? good :3

Ten
We've known each other, in what a space of a few weeks? And yet I can trust you with my life dude. If I fell, deep down inside of me I know that you'll be there to catch me. Unlike friendships in the past that have only lasted a short while, I hope that this one is a lifetime. Peace.

Nine things about yourself:

One
I'm half welsh, with english, japanese and spanish in me :3 also some french too but i dunno how much!

Two
I like to do crazy things like do roly poly's on grass in the summer and skid on wooden floorboards in socks... and do matress surfing down the stairs OH and jump off walls and over them too :3

Three
I get distracted very easily

Four
I play bass and learning drums atm. I also know how to use synth decks, and as I cannot sing that well, I do backing vocals x)

Five
I'm a freak when it comes to noodles, I eat them for breakfast, lunch and dinner some days!

Six
Even after getting my tattoo done, I still have a phobia of needles

Seven
I make lists everyday, otherwise I forget things

Eight
I have to have my dvd and cd collection in alphabetical order, otherwise I lose the plot.

Nine
my friends are my family because they mean that much to me

Eight ways to win your heart:

One: coffee
Two: some common interest
Three: love me for who I am and not want me to be like others
Four: having a night in with pizza, beer and movies instead of doing the "traditional" going out nights
Five: likes to hold hands every now and again
Six: spontanious cuddling
Seven: knows when I'm moody and not to pry too much into my problems
Eight: music

Seven things that cross your mind a lot:

One: SHUT UP LA
Two: hum I'm bored... oh look a bird 8)
Three: I swear to god if I don't have some more coffee I'm going to go into meltdown
Four: mhmmm Uruha in shorts *drools*
Five: must... not... hit.... old... people! ARGGGHHHH GET OUT OF MY WAY LA
Six: fuckity fuck fuck FUCKKIT TO HELL
Seven: what a stuck up precotious git -.-'

Six songs that have changed your life in some way:

One: Iron Maide - Trooper
Two: The Gazette - Filth in the Beauty
Three: Versailles - Ascendant Master
Four: Guns 'n' Roses - Think About You
Five: Drowning Pool - Let The Bodies Hit The Floor
Six: Screw - Gather Roses

Five turn offs:

One: crotch grabbing right in public
Two: hair flicking and eye flutter (girls)
Three: when girls scream OH MY GAWD and rush squealing to their girlfriends -.-'
Four: when they haven't had a shower for a few days *gags*
Five: when they kick me in bed, I know they are asleep but STILL!

Four turn-ons:

One: tattoo's and piercings
Two: sense of humour
Three: speaking in a different language to me
Four: smiles

Three albums you love right now:

One: The Gazette - DIM
Two: MUCC - Kyutai ~ Sphere
Three: Disturbed - Indestructible

Two things you can't live without:

One: ipod
Two: friends

One confession:

I like big butts and I cannot lie... *snorts* no that's no confession. This is my real confession... I'm addicted to the "I Believe I can Fly Song" :D

Ask Me...

Anything you want in the whole wide world.

Go on... I dare you motherfuckers :D

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DON'T CARE IF YOU DONT READ THIS, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU DO.

A LITTLE ABOUT ME :)

Ever wonder if you're someone's everything?
a few times before, but it's never happened to be honest...

Last song played more than three times?
Europe - Rock The Night

Last time you were really happy?
Last weekend when I went home and saw my folks :}

Did you take a nap today?
aye... I likes to sleep at odd times x)

Who got mad at you last?
Chloe, because I jumped out of her top window of her house to escape from her forceful feeding frenzies D:

Last car you were in?
Dan's beat up Cadillac x) it was making sounds it shouldn't be making D:

What color is your room?
uni room is a boring beige colour whilst my room at home is two shades of pink :} i'm a true girl at heart!

Where are your parents right now?
down in Cornwall.... lucky bastards -.-'

Does someone love you?
*snorts* NO

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
LOL sadly I do x) it led to things that shouldn't be said now ;D

Do you like to cuddle?
I do :} I like random cuddles, and sitting on a sofa cuddling someone and I also like it when a guy is behind me with his arms wrapped around my waist... that sorta cuddle :D

Have you ever made out against a car?
Oh yyeesss ;D

Kissed someone that had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
*coughs* next question please

Are you ticklish?
yes :( I don't like it because it's my main weakness D:

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
urgh ummm when I first saw Kaiza :) ... wow that's a long time ago -.-'

Any plans for tomorrow?
SLEEP and food, and sleep and dvd's and then sleep and more food and then call people and then sleep :D

When is the last time you were in a photo-booth taking pictures with friends?
about 3 weeks ago :D I have the pictures on my notice board! ILY GUYS!

Whats the last thing you laughed at?
when I was in E block kitchen making fun of Kosha walking into a door... that he had pulled open! xD

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
My brother :) we spoke for about 3 hours on the phone goddamit! luckily it's his phone bill :}

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
it's too early *sleep*

What color are your eyes?
hazel

Is there a girl that you would do absolutely everything for?
my mummy :D and also Chloe!!! goddamn that woman! she's the mother of my godson and I don't want the lil sod yet x)

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
there's no one about in my flat :( i'm all alone T^T

Have you ever been cheated on?
yeah... too many times -.-' i must do payback one day!!!

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
oO I bloody hope not! if so... i must stop buying the cheap alcohol ¬__¬

What is stressing you out most right now?
uni... too much paperwork to do for my liking at this moment in time

What happened last night?
i went out and drank and smoked until i was too intoxicated to talk/walk properly

Did the last person you kissed have any piercings?
none that i could see.... oO

Do you know anyone who refuses to swear?
HAHA no... we're all down to earth scumbags who blasphemy till the cows come home

Did you go anywhere yesterday?
pub and food shopping

Do you have plans for this weekend?
nope... staying inside not spending any moneyz like a good lil girl i am... *snorts*

What's bothering you right now?
money troubles :( and also who stole my chicken from my freezer ¬_¬ and also WHO ATE MY FUCKING CHEESECAKE YOU BASTARDS!

Was last night terrible?
nope... slept like a baybeh ;D

What were you doing at ten last night?
drinking and smoking my guts out, i like intoxicating my body!

Lets say you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
... I'd rather die that have a baby kthnxbai!

Who were you last on the phone with?
my dad... he called me a tastless bitch because we disagreed on something -.-' but i called him a bald headed wanker and my ma agreed with me that he deserved it :D victory!

Why did you last cry?
I'd cut my hand making dinner :'(

Your phone is ringing. It's your ex. What do you say?
what did you do now? -.-'

I bet you miss somebody right now?
yeah.... kaaaaiiizzaaa D:

Is there someone you want to see?
hell to the fucking YES

Whose clothes are you wearing?
well my underwear is mine but the white shirt is kaiza's ;)

Where were you at 2 this morning?
watching Gladiator :D

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
about 20 minutes ago actually :) cheers pa!

Next time you will kiss someone?
well I have no fucking clue now do I? I might go out and do that shit now ;D

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
nah.... he's a sound guy

What if the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted?
i'd make up an excuse like I'm dying or something cruel like that x) he's a nice guy but not for me x)

The boy/girl you truly care about needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
shit son yeah! i'm usually awake at that goddamn awful hour! hold on chloe D: i'm coming for yoooouuuu D: and dan? well he's big enough and ugly enough to look after himself x)

Within the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
christmas :D and going to Paris with Farrah <3 and planning my surfing trip to Hawaii

Have you broken the law in the last 3 days?
i limbo'd underneath the pole at a car park x) does that count?

Have you ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
yes; a) very drunk and b) well.... let's not go there thank you x)

Have you kissed anyone within the last week?
aye ;D

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 21?
Beau :D

What's going on between you and the last person you kissed?
hopefully nothing -.- lol we are just friends.... and we kissed because it was a DARE ok!!! yeesh

Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you?
............. no

how many people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
a few too many

Do you like to take walks?
i usually take a walk everyday... clears my head and shit, and it reminds me of walkies with my doggie :( i miss her

Are you listening to music right now?
hell to the yeah I am! Razorlight - Wire to Wire

Did you kiss anyone today?
no

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with an A?
yes

Have you ever kissed in the rain?
no... i'd like to

Who was the last girl you talked to?
Chloe... i'm still talking to her actually... she says HHAAAIIII

Do you think that you have made a difference in someone's life?
i don't know.... maybe?

What are you currently doing besides this?
eating chips and salsa, listening to music and answering a shit load of emails -.-'

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
yes... there's no one around D:

How long was the last shower you took?
30 mins... i like to make sure i'm clean y'know!

Do you think long distance relationships work out?
depends really, my last relationship turned into long distanced and we survived longer than we thought

Why aren't you at home right now?
.... i don't know :( uni = win!

This time last year, were you single?
hahaha yes! and i was damn well enjoying it ;D

How has your heart been lately?
beaten up i tell you

Do you bump into someone's arm if you want to hold their hand?
haha no.... i'm not very good at asking for what i want... i would just stand there like a fool and be thinking "hold my hand goddamit!"

Think back in April, how was your love life then?
really crap i tell you

Whats one thing you really wanted last night?
a kebab! i've never had one before and i really wanted one D:

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